Anxious?

I’m anxious today. Trying to do a checklist on what could be the reason…I got my house appraised Monday, and thanks to some kamakazee housecleaning and help from Mgirl, it looked really spic and span when the guy came. I haven’t heard what it appraised for, but I forked over the 400 bucks it cost to get it done. I’m still really walking in faith that this is the right thing to be doing. I have no idea the interest rate, or the financail gain I’m going to get from this endeavor. We’ll see.

Rehearsal was good last night. We got act 2 blocked. We’re all together from here on out and that gives me comfort. Running and working scenes. Tonight we’re off book on act 1 and for the most part, I feel good about it. I have to say a prayer in Hebrew…or is it Yiddish…as a good Jew I should know the difference. I’ll google it. Anyways, it’s hard. I’ve got it written out phonetically, and it’s such a gutteral language, lots of sounds in back of the throat like your hocking up a loogie. gag. Anyways, I am going to really work hard and that first night without holding a book is like showing up at work naked. GAK!!!!!!!

I got my dentist bill paid off yesterday. THANK THE GOOD LORD! nuff said about that. I hate owing people. especially when my friends are the ones that are billing me. just a gross feeling.

My car is in the shop. She got crunched about a year ago, and I’ve just been driving her that way. My windshield cracked too so all of that is getting fixed. I’m driving a rental…a little Mazda 5. it’s a cross between an suv and a mini van. it’s got the captains chairs all in it and the back doors are the sliding ones. reminds me of the tour van Chrome and I drove all over Hells’ Half Acre. but smaller. It’s fine.

So maybe all of that is the anxious that I feel today. It’s going to get to 71 today, so that makes me just giddy. looks like mid 80’s friday and saturday! Halakaleem!!!

I’m heading to Arkansas this weekend. Wonderboy is having his birthday party a week early so that I can be present. It was no skin off of his nose though…means getting presents early AND on the day! kid is no fool. I’m going to shop for him a something for the Wii. A gun perhaps? some sort of something. I haven’t been there since the holidays, it’ll be good to see everyone. Wonderbaby is probably eating steak and heading to college by now. Hopefully he and I will have some quality bonding time.

Is there anything else? I dunno….have a great wednesday everybody! I’m gonna fix myself some breakfast and get this day started!.