Well I got my final answer on the windows yesterday.
No financing available to me.
I am solid, one hundred percent sure that it’s because with all of the attempts to refi the house, my credit has been pulled too many times and is reflecting that.
Alas…I’m relieved. I had a very solid solid thought pop into my head after I got the call that said, “call Public Supply” and they were on my list to call but I canceled them after the Champion guys came. So…I’m just going to call. Get an estimate. Maybe only do one or two windows…
Rehearsal was good last night. We worked act one pretty hard, so I feel better. The girl working with me looks at my forehead though. Never in my eyes. wierd. Sigh. it’s just wierd. But I feel good about our scenes, I think once we get off book (next wednesday for act one) we’ll be cooking!
I did about 10 minutes of meditation/prayer time this morning…It’s hard. I will take all of the tips for the meditation I can get, thank you very much! But, no soda for me, and man I wanted a Sprite Zero before rehearsal last night. 39 more days…
ok, hopefully my day will be full of working…yesterday was NOT full of the working however I gained a new client!
Tonight, I’m going to a fundraiser starring all my funny ha ha friends. Should be a fun time.
Oh happy humping day to you! Remember…closed windows…mean something else is opening around the corner that you cannot see. it’s all good…
Misti Ridiculous 
I had a scene partner that would just glance at my eyes occasionally, but the shift and look away, shift, shift, glance, shift away away away. It was the weirdest, most uncomfortable thing.The teacher noticed and called her out on it. Unnerving. I could hardly concentrate on the scene because I was so busy willing her to look at me.Loving the one window closes another opens thing you got going on here.
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Sorry about the windows. You’ll get them; it just take longer then expected.Meditation tips:I always start with five to ten rounds of alternate nostril breathing. Close off the left nostril with two fingers and inhale through the right. Close the right and exhale through the left. Inhale left and then close the left and exhale right. That’s one round. Starting out, just do five (count on your fingers).Then I repeat my mantra (or prayer) 24 times. I keep count on my fingers in yoga mudra (starting with thumb touching tip of index finger). After that I just sit and focus on my breath. Use a timer and set it for 15 min. It will probably take you at least 5-10 minutes just to get through the 24 chants.Try it. It gets easier with time.
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Start in the Bible book of Proverbs…wisdom is not knowledge..pray for wisdom. There are a lot of educated fools running around…
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That’s the right attitude. Only God can see around the corners and see what is best for us…why is it so hard to turn loose and rest in his promises…You are on the right track, love Mamo
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