I feel like I’ve lost momentum. . . with the creative process. Once I determined my date to try stand up, and wrote for a few weeks…I’ve kind of lost focus. Even in my brain, my mantras won’t stick, I’m scattered.
Wha???
What should I do? How can I get refocused? Gah.
Had a nice evening last night. That moon was GORGEOUS, eh? Chrome text me and I went outside for a little Mood Goddess action…so beautiful. Dad was in town for a night, so he sprayed my yard for the crabgrass and weeds. Now, when all of that dies everything will just be brown and dead. I’ll have to fertalize and water the bejesus out of it…but hopefully it’ll be pretty. Also, I’ve been mowing it too short. Huh. who knew. Anyways, he took me to Cattlemen’s for dinner. Great wine, delicious filet medium rare, salad, rolls. Slurp. I was gonna cook but…eh. that was better.
He’s got some contract work down here again, so he’ll be making more frequent stops. We’re going to put ceiling fans in the two bedrooms for the next project. Hopefully…I love me some fans.
I had a decent book today, until it all cancelled yesterday. I’m confident that people will call in, that the week will fill back out! I’m going to go sit and find my focus for awhile…hopefully…
Happy Humping Day!
Misti Ridiculous 
Do something totally different than what you have been doing creatively. Take your camera to work and take pictures of people all day, take a drive through somewhere you haven't been in ages, write something not funny, learn a new song, dance naked in your back yard or something. Hopefully that'll jump start the other stuff.
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Unitask! Say to yourself what's one thing that I need to do right now and then just do that one thing. Tell everything else to back off until you've finished that one task (or have worked on it for designated time). Then put it away and do something else. Committing to each task one at a time.
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If I ever go back to being a Carni…. Cattlemen's will be my first stop. So good. Way to go Dad! Haven't been to the gym in two weeks almost… so yes, flop. Mo of that ment um soon! Bet my locker is covered with Loser notes from the trainer. I am excited about you considering the War Bar. Really. It money chick. War Bar beans! I drive from Texas for them!
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