fighting. fighting the machine, fighting the man, fighting the voices…and still things are good. for all of my plans that I’ve made since posting 900, I’ve unmade and remade even more.
cliffs notes.
Decided to buy the Macbook. Got approved to finance it. but only for 480.00. . . what the fuck costs that at the Apple store? nuthin. that’s what. So new plan. Reinvent. Imagine. Brainstorm.
Turns out, I’ve been harboring a wish for a consolidation loan to pay off the bit of credit card debt that I have. I decided to try for that, plus a little extra for my new machine.
Turns out, I dont have the title to my car for which to use so all of the banking stuff is on hold till I get the duplicate copy that I filed for this afternoon.
Turns out, my need for organization is a strong one and all of this let me get somewhat organized today. Files and folders and stuff.
I did get up and walk an hour this morning. I’m not doing bootcamp because tonigt at comedy is a “farewell to derek and dan” kind of thing and I need/want to be there.
I met my new neighbors. Husband and wife and two kids. I can hear them out there in the back playing now.
The slow time is upon us at work so that brings a little strain and fear, but hoping to push through and make it to the finish. My reunion is also upon us. Right now, we barely have enough money to rent the space for Saturday night. I’m tired of worrying about it. We’ll just do what we can do. NO one has asked for deposits, so while that may suck for them if we cancel, we’re not out any money.
I’m taking myself to the couch. Going to rewatch True Blood. OH I finished season three of Dexter. SLURP. I’m starting Mad Men next.
while this day wasn’t what I thought it’d be, it was just fine. Things will all work out and be fine…I’m just going to breathe through it all.
happy monday. I’ll see ya when I see ya…
Misti Ridiculous 
Plan and change plans is the name of the game…I've walked about 3 miles today with wonderbaby in the stroller and Millie on the leash!! Needless to say it wasn't at one time…Wonderbaby has outside stroller time then eats, then it is on the deck and play while Mamo has coffee, then it is downstairs, (you should see him back down the stairs) he goes so fast I can hardly keep him from sliding down on his tummy and geting carpet burn..I scrapbook a page or two and he is ready to go back up the stairs and watch some tv or play on the deck…I made homemade pasta sauce today must put up Okra tomorrow. Then he eats lunch and we go for another walk and then it is nap time….then time for another walk and then mom and brother come at three….and Mamo passes out…I love it tho…I'm not losing anything…inches or pounds…I think it is the pits when you hit 60..well it is the pits any age…Wish you were here, I sure am lonesome for you…the reunion will take care of itself when they get there they will pay. They probably are so busy do you have a list of those committed…Burl gets an update e-mail about his reunion about every other week…Love you,MI am sorry about the laptop tho…they must cost a lot but at least some are coming down a bit. Did your neighbor decide against trading hair for the computer…bad choice I think for her…Wonderboy is going to be baptised friday night…since their church is either inter or non-denominational they don't have a baptistry to baptize and normally do it in one of the lakes….well Wonderboy didn't want to get in the lake water so they are going to do it in the swimming pool if it doesn't rain and if it is rainy they will use the Baptist church for the service…He is so deep he has been asking all summer for mom to make arrangements…although he says you don't have to be baptized to go to heaven but he just wants to do it because it is a symbol showing his obedience to Jesus..yes those are his words..He loves 2nd grade. Has a new friend named Mike whose uncle has a bee farm…He Loves to read like Aunt Zelda and loves to do math like Mommy…I always thought you liked one or the other…Anyway he is loving his teacher who has taught 25 years, she is probably 40 but he says she is probably at least 60…age is something to a little one like that…
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