Cha Cha Cha Changes…

My crazy was hanging out yesterday. Turns out, I had a bladder infection/uti kind of thing going on that progressed from Wha? to HOLY MOTHER OF GOD in about 5 hours. I got some meds, had some antibiotics called in, home and in bed by 8:30. This morning, I do feel better. Physically. Mentally. I do.

In the middle of my crazy yesterday, I got some emailings with Abbylicious in NYC. thank the good tech world for the crackberry! She gave me some sage words of wisdom that I’d like to share here:

No, you’re not crazy. Let’s break this down:

*You’re quitting smoking. It’s really hard. It requires many, many deep breaths and a decision pretty much every hour on the hour to not smoke that hour. And that’s a lot of decisions to make.

*Even though your brain gets it, the core of you doesn’t actually understand the difference between good change and bad change. Almost all people, even freewheelin’ girls like yourself, crave the status quo. So change has come in and thrown you for a total loop. The reunion was like three weeks ago, and since then your whole world has turned itself upside down. Your routines are out of whack, your future is colored enormously differently and your core is saying OH HOLY FUCK I DID NOT SIGN ANY FORMS TO APPROVE THIS and you’re paying some attention by having a bit of a nutty.

This from a woman who I’ve had facetime with exactly three times. Isn’t that a gift? I’m so blessed.

Thank you Abbylicious. It’s true. It’s good. I’m fine and feeling much better today.

I need more coffee. Tons of water and some breakfast so I can take my pee pee meds.

Happy Humping Day Ya’ll. You’re half way there!!! Tuck your chin, and hang on tight.