Our Videos Are Here! Our Videos Are Here!
Did you feel the energy on social media yesterday? I was in and out and not in front of a computer so I didn’t get to watch it unfold on everyone’s page like I wanted to. It’s so exciting! I was so happy to see the announcement and so honored that National LTYM used my photo to do it! YAY~
It’s one thing to stand on a stage, being backed by support, and speak your truth to a room full of strangers. We’ve had rehearsals and we’ve had discussions and you feel, actually FEEL the energy and support as you tell your story. It’s a wildly transformative experience.
However, it’s a horse of another feather to have your story posted on YouTube and have a global audience. It’s completely different and nerve wracking and scary as shit to hear your own voice, to see your face and re-live the moment that you barely really remember from all those weeks ago.
What will the response be? Will someone be hurt by the words? Will people be mean on the comments? Will anyone watch or care at all?
It’s like peeling back the band-aid too early. We’re all a little gooey and tender yesterday…today.
I’m proud of our shows. All 32 of them. I haven’t begun to listen to them yet, but I can’t wait.
Tomorrow is another day working the concession booth at the US Sr. Open golf tourney up at Oak Tree.
Tuesday I worked. It was maybe about as fun as when Trish and Gabe and I went to Wakarusa and woke up into 100 degree weather. Except without the music, without the crazy camping neighbors that we fed, without the river and the hippy chicks shaving each other’s legs. Without the eclectic vibe of every stinky pot-selling hula-hooping glow in the dark ball swinging feral child on the planet surrounding us. Without any of the fun stuff.
Tomorrow however, I’ve get to work with friends who have signed up for this gig with me and that’ll be fun. I’ve got several GS Alumnae signed up too and I worry about them but it will all work out fine. We were super slow on Tuesday, and in fact, over staffed with what we had. The actual tourney begins today, so hopefully that will pick up the pace a bit. I dread it though, I’ll tell ya that. Tuesday it was over 100 degrees in that tent and I kept drinking power aid and water etc but by the time I got back to my car about 4:30 pm, I had the worst headache and nausea ever. I drove straight home, walked into the house and directly into a cold shower. Mark took me out to get some dinner then I came home, put on my cool night gown and laid down on the bed under the ceiling fan with the a/c blowing on me. I was asleep by 7pm.
I just kept muttering “it’s for Girl Scouts. it’s for Girl Scouts.”
The thing that makes me super happy?
No work this weekend. AND this time next week?
I’ll be waking up at the lake, surrounded by family.
2 thoughts on “Wheeeee!”
You can do it!
I haven’t been able to really watch any videos yet, even my own, but I’ve shared the crap out of them and I’m going to keep on. So exciting!
I hate to even think about you out there in this heat. Ick.