Sometimes, Life just gets in the way. I’ve got a list of things I need to do but it all involves some heavy lifting and it just doesn’t seem smart after being down in my back for a day. I’ll make a list anyway just to keep myself clear…
Return “borrowed” lawnmower. I have a “friend” who “loaned” me his lawnmower three years ago. Every conversation we had about it was “you just keep it. I don’t want it back” and I was all like “no no no, just let me know when you want it back.” For 3 years we’ve had this conversation. Finally, I accepted it. “Yes. Ok. I will have the lawnmower. Do you want me to pay you for it?” To which he replied, “no no no, just keep it”
A month or so ago I get a text (after no contact with him for months) “do you still have my lawnmower?”
Sigh. So I’ve saved enough money to buy myself a new one and need to take his over to his house because he’s being passive aggressive on my Facebook wall, and when I’ve seen him face to face he acts like the worlds biggest jackass. (Not a new way for him to act, as he’s drunk most times I ever see him face to face) I just need to take it back, dump it in his yard, and bless it and let it go. I am grateful to have had a friend who loaned me the machine for three years. Not many people have that. I’m grateful for the gift of time and grateful for being able to help others while it was in my ownership. Moving on. Brush Brush let it go.
I need to buy my new lawnmower. I went to Lowes and found one I wanted, but realized right away that there was no way I could get it out of my car once I got it home. It’s a two person job, and I need to not be iffy in my back to be one of those people.
I want to go get bags of soil and plants for my other garden. Gah. More lifting.
Other things I need to do I can because it’s paperwork/organizing inside, but for some reason I have a mental block on ALL of that. It’s the bane of my existence.
So that’s what I’ve got on my list…what are you doing this week? Month? Year?