I’m not quite settled into the new year as of yet. Living in tote bags, between two houses, I feel strung out. Decidedly unsettled. This week, and weekend however, I’m fixing that. I’ll get the house de-Christmas’d.
I’ll get some organizing projects finished.
I’ll get some lazy tv time in. (that hasn’t happened at all this break and it’s driving me nuts)
I’ve got some homework to do in regards to the LTYM show.
I’m ready to get into all of that.
But first I just need to shake this funk. I don’t know if it’s residual from the holiday funk. Or if it’s uncertainty for the future funk. Or if it’s dread for the anniversaries that are barreling my way within the next few months, and the memories that ride along with them. I don’t know if it’s the disconnect I feel with everything…
What I DO know…is sometimes you just need some girlfriend time and a cuppa coffee. Making a plan and seeing it through for some face to face with someone who loves you and that you love in return…someone who can call bullshit on the bullshit and get your head back in the game with a simple “that was blown way out of porportion, just let it go”—the simplicity of the words!
All we needed was more time.
Alas…it’s back to work for me.
I’m happy to get my routine back. I’m ready to get excited about the new year.
(and to plug that treadmill back in)